i feel really really happy right now – the good kind or like the hyped kind, i don’t really know it just feels good. so pumped like a wheel that’s ready to roll. i usually really am lonely – not when im around people but when im alone – especially when i write because duh, i write when im alone (or is it ‘im alone when i write?’) – who the hell would want to write within the presence of someone meticulously eyeing out your swagger moves. this is very rare for me to write about being happy. i really think i should do this more often. oh, and what’s being happy without a little cussing!!! fuck y’all!!!! wahoooooo!!!